I've been thinking about the

Pullman loaf pans for a few years, but I didn't think I'd stick to making sandwich bread enough to commit to them. Mrs Baird's has been fine and is good. Last year though, I started noticing that I would forget about a loaf for a while and there was never any mold. Bread used to always mold, always. I left some in the drawer and a month past its expiration date, it looked and smelled fine. That's not right. I kept on with my store bought bread and that was that. A few months later, I saw a video of a guy pointing out the same thing. That was it. I started buying store made bread and it would get moldy days later, but it didn't taste great. Back to those Pullman pans...



I ordered a couple of the pans with lids off Amazon. I've emailed USA Pan because that lid with the sticker? That one has a sticky residue that I can't get off.


Anyway, I went ahead and tried a sandwich bread recipe from She's In Her Apron. She made it with three pans, but that didn't work great for me. I did try it three different ways. I made one loaf in the pan with the lid, one in the other pan without a lid, and the third loaf was in a small loaf pan. 


The small loaf had issues.




See the little chunks? What causes this? Did I cut it before it cooled completely?


The next two did fine.




No lid on the left and with the lid on the right.

I also bought a slicer.



I waited longer for those two to cool and I think that helped.



I also bought bags.




I bagged it all up and that was that. It is good, but it's more crumbly than Mrs Baird's - not as soft, chewy, and flexible. Is that from the preservatives? I need to do some more research. I need to practice more. I mean this was my first attempt. I need to figure out where to make changes. I'm sure it's operator error, but still. I just need to work on it.


I want to keep on. I want to know what's in my bread. I want to know it won't last long and will mold like bread always used to - like it is supposed to.


Yesterday was not

about doing better. I didn't go for a swim. I didn't go for a walk, really. I kind of did. I went to the farmers market and Angleton Market Days. I bought a jalapeño cranberry jelly and then sat around last night and ate some.


Camp Snap vintage filter

All I've been wanting to do lately is sit out on the patio. I had snacks out last night and we had friends over and drinks. Did I get enough? No. I was back out this morning with coffee.


Camp Snap vintage filter

Can't stop, won't stop. Well, I will if the weather has any say. Which, it does. Instead of starting off the day with swimming, it threw a 49 degree curveball so now I'm in pants and a hoodie and planning on a walk. Whatever.


Doing better has

begun. Does everyone do this before a yearly checkup? Surely they do. So after going out to Giovanni's and having a bourbon and Coke, it was too pretty out to call it a night. Cosme went for a swim and while I was just lounging, I had a glass of water. A step in the right direction.


Taken yesterday evening with the Camp Snap vintage filter

This morning, instead of going for a walk, I decided to get in the pool. WOW. That was tiring. Sheesh. I guess I need to add that to my list. Also, instead of coming in and grabbing a Diet Dr Pepper, I have a glass of water. TCB 


If I can just stick to it and make habits out of all this, I'll be in business. 

Today was a day

of making appointments. UGH. Being an adult can suck. Getting old is no fun. Oh well, at least I have a few weeks to try and do better. Wish me luck.



I took this with my Camp Snap camera. It's a fun little toy. I do get a lot of meh images, but it's fun. I've had it set to b&w for a while. I think I'll switch to Vintage and see where that gets me.

hello, is it me

 you're looking for?



I've been away for a bit. I think I might want to come back. I don't know. I get busy. I get distracted. I question the blog. Why should I do it? I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want comments from strangers. I'm antisocial. I'm an introvert. I'm weird. I also want an outlet. I get bored with social media. Bored? For the most part. Annoyed is better. Things are one-sided here. It's me. I don't get ads popping up. I don't get recommended videos. I don't get clips from old tv shows that I never watched. Really, I don't get views. Are blogs even a thing anymore? It's quiet here. I don't do anything that would get attention. I just have an outlet. I can share photos. I can vent. I can do whatever I want. 


While I think I have more time on my hands to get back into stuff like this, I really don't. I want to make more time for my camera. I want to share pictures. I just want a space of my own without any of the social media nonsense and obligations. So, here I am.


I let my photography website go. I probably lost my name, too. I don't know. I might find out. I might add it here. I don't really have time for all that anymore. Wait. I don't make time for all that anymore. 


Anyway, that's where I stand. I'll probably be back more often. I did find something I want to try. (Oh, great. Another project for me to flake out on...)


Okay. I'm out for now.