I am feeling

motivated. Physically, creatively, all the ways, I feel like I'm ready to TCB.

I started by sitting outside and catching up on dvr while having a snack for breakfast. It's just after 9:30 and I've made the bed, taken my vitamins, and gone for a walk. Now I'm sitting outside snacking on fruit and water while thinking about the day and rest of the week. I need to check my calendar and add/subtract a few things.

I stopped and checked the mail on my walk and received both of the books I ordered. One is a book on flash. The other is one I keep seeing a lot of, The Artist's Way. I don't know about it really. From what I understand so far is that it has assignments or things to do to spark creativity... I think. I've read a few reviews. Some people hate it, but even more seem to love it. We'll see. I figured a hard copy would be easier to use. I'll report back.

Anyway, that's an update.

I am in a

rut, a big creative rut. I'm turning to every outlet. I have books on the way. I have courses lined up. I've got ideas. I just can't start. My brain is in overdrive. While that's going on, I've got regular, everyday life to keep up with. I've got so many tabs open.

I'm trying to do more creatively. I'm trying to do more physically. I'm just trying. Trying to do better, as usual. I'm trying to stick with things. I'm trying to not be overwhelmed and drop it all.

I think I'll go for a walk and think about it all.